Sunday, December 13, 2009

A rocky morning...

On this day God wants you to know...that pain is inevitable, suffering is optional. Pain is the reaction of the body, and as long as you have the body, some pain is inevitable. Suffering is the contraction of the mind, and unlike pain, is optional. Don't add suffering to pain, - relax your mind and the suffering will pass.

Very interesting to get this message from God...I woke up this morning ready for church and my husband didn't want to go and I flew off the handle. I guess I am just looking for signs that he is not different to the point I am probably over sensitive to things that may just be normal. We haven't been to church in two months and I wanted to go. Needed to go (and will still get my church online today) I was highly disappointed that he didn't want to go. We ended up arguing, told him I wanted a divorce, and I ended up crying. He comforted me and we worked it out, but I still get triggers that set me off. I guess I am still healing and I stil have him under probation to see if he is a different man. Oh well...we shall see. The rest of the day has been fine. We talked normal stuff and watched our daughter play basketball. She had a good game. Now off to my son's game...

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