My Birthday...the Morning...

So today is my birthday and I can't say that I'm 100% good right now. I stayed up most of the night last night because I could not sleep. Then this morning, I jumped all over my husband over his work cell phone being off and not on...when he had the charger at home. He said he had forgot he had it. I don't know. All I know is when I said something, he walked out and didn't say anything except, "quit starting fights". I, of course, got upset and cried. Then I just got this feeling of screw it. He then text me a couple of times. I didn't respond. Then he called and I told my daughter that I didn't want to talk to him. Eventually, I got on the phone, he asked why? and I said it was cause of the comment he made. He said bye and I hung up. Now I was upset again...I called him back and chatted. He and I argued and eventually came to a finale. My daughter observed much of this and I could tell it bothered her bad. I asked her what was wrong and she wouldn't say. UGHHH. I can't win. I don't know when I'm paranoid, right, wrong, or just hurting. The bottom line is HE CANNOT DICTATE WHEN I AM OK and how long I need to heal. I just can't take it anymore. I am tearing up writing this. Today is my birthday and it seems all messed up. The good news is my friends and other family have been FABULOUS. Tons of messages saying Happy Birthday etc. Definitely the support I needed.