A bad night last night..

I got home from work, had a glass of wine, talked to my husband about his day and mine and then I eventually felt this need to vent every bit of anger that had been stirring up inside me. I let him have every thought I had about him and how I had felt about him. It felt good to get it off my chest, but of course, his reaction was to get upset at me. In the end, he told me he was sorry and that he loved me. I ended up falling asleep in bed with the kids while he was taking a shower. I woke up in the middle of the night, thirsty, so I went downstairs to get a glass of water. When I came up, I saw that he was sleeping in my son's bedroom. I debated if I should go lay with him. Instead, I went back into bed with the kids. I was just tired and I didn't want to confuse things by laying with him. So this morning he did kiss my head before he went to work and he asked why I didn't get in bed with him. He text me that he wasn't ready to sign them papers....I told him that I wasn't either. We haven't spoken on the phone about things yet. Right now, I'm throwing myself into my work so I don't think about it.... amazingly, God is right on time with what I need to hear. Bible verse today was my favorite "Love is patient, love is kind..." and below...another timely one.
On this day, God wants you to know...
... that there is no need to obsess over a decision. God has more in store for us then we can ever predict, and what we fear are bad choices frequently turn out for the best, because our hidden aspirations know better where we are going than our rational minds.